Wednesday, March 07, 2007

I took the plunge - Episode 4

Okaay, I don't how else to put it but I suddenly have reservations on the guy's 'availability' cos an incident recently cropped up last Tues which made me really suspicious of his status. I'm not going to share the incident here, but suffice to say it felt like an entire bucket of ice water had been poured all over me when the incident happened.

At that point of time, really 心寒了.

Problem is I don't know how to go about finding out his actual 'status' leh. Don't want to make it too obvious, but also not sure WHO THE HELL to ask. Really really sianz. I don't want to go about having hopes, and then only to realise he's actually attached, and even worse, married??? Or about to be married???

Wah. Lau. Eh. Damn jialat lor. But you cannot deny that there are some extremely annoying and super irritating guys who still flirts with the ladies around him, giving others the wrong impression about their status, when they are already attached or married. I've definitely met such 衰breed of men before, and am always extremely wary of them.

This is also why I'm hesitating to ask him about the Date again. Don't want to 表错情. So now, absolutely have no idea what to do, how to proceed. Should I put an end to this crush altogether, and move on? Or should I continue to harbour some tiny hope that there'll be some 结果. Maybe its already clear, the 结果would be that nothing is going to happen.

Again...SIGH
Luna Esa, 10:45 PM

7 Comments:

不要灰心，不要放弃。加油！

By Anonymous Anonymous, at 3/08/2007 09:59:00 PM  

juz ask anyone in the same dept as him or any colleague who knows him on his status lah.. give your most kpo look when you ask the question so people won't be suspicious of your motive! think shouldn't be very hard for you... haha..

By Anonymous Anonymous, at 3/08/2007 10:35:00 PM  

Aiyah, tell me who's that fella and I see if I have any 'sources' in that dept to sound him out lolz. And I am serious about this. :P

Anyway, I hope everything will turn out the way you want it to be. :)

By Blogger Teddy, at 3/09/2007 01:01:00 PM  

我很想放弃leh. =(

Teddy: Don't think you have contacts in his dept. He's currently from my old workplace (but not same div lah). Haiz.

By Blogger Luna Esa, at 3/10/2007 12:41:00 AM  

I knew a guy like that a long time ago. He showed alot of concern for me and there was always this subtle flirting. I will have to say that I actually enjoy the "Ai(4) Mei(4)" type of relationship, but after a while I found out that he had already ROM-ed.

Try asking his colleagues or you are garung enough, ask him directly yourself. Some things better know it earlier.

By Blogger Ur Sweet Lullaby, at 3/10/2007 04:00:00 PM  

The uncertainty is quite dampening, and I'm a bit jaded by my situation so I say forget it!

By Anonymous Anonymous, at 3/10/2007 07:51:00 PM  

^That was me by the way

I doubt you know me... came across your blog online purely by chance!

By Anonymous Anonymous, at 3/10/2007 07:54:00 PM  

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