Nothing's been really exciting nowadays. I'm so bored at home...didn't know that one can actually get bored watching HK TVB serials again and again. And plus, I have no more motivation to attend SDU events liao. 看来看去， 挑来挑去, all events look the same one. And I really 不看好 the chances of me getting attached through this avenue leh. Sigh....dunno since when I've became so demoralised also....

Guess the only thing to look forward to would be my hopefully-will-materialise Europe trip this coming June. Will of course be paying a visit to the NATAS fair tomorrow with my travel mate...and have after doing the maths, this trip will most probably take away a freaking $5000 from my bank account. Scary right? Its like A LOT A LOT OF MONEY lor!!!! But cannot help it lar...I don't want to stick to Asian countries all the time.....and its always been my dream to see the Midnight Sun at Finland.

THANK GOD FOR PB!!

Andy recently said I've not been improving enough in my flute techniques.....*SOB SOB SOB*!!! He said I did improve lah, but he had expected more from me. Haiyah! He thinks I everyday no need to work, just spend 8 hours daily practising on the flute meh? As compared to Ms Mazda in my office, I'm already like so freaking diligent liao lor! This Ms Mazda only practises her piano (she started piano around the same time I took up flute) about twice a week, and her teacher didn't even nag her about it. Me? I try to practise at least every alternate day, if not everyday leh! But I also know my standard pretty much still cannot make it. And I also know that Andy nags only for my own good....but no need to nag during EVERY lesson lah. 我知道错了!! I had tried to hint to him that he should lower his expectations lar...and that I'm NOT AIMING TO PLAY IN SOME ORCHESTRA OK!!! But either he's not taking the hint, or he's being really really super strict. LEARNING A NEW INSTRUMENT IS SO DAMN TOUGH!!!!

But I absolutely will not give up my lessons (even though the evil thought did occur to me before). I still hold on to the dream that SOMEDAY, I will reach a standard where even Andy will be pleased and satisfied with.

SOMEDAY!! SOMEDAY!!