So sick and tired!!!

Feeling extremely frustrated and angry right now!!! I have been trying to arrange our D&D dance practice sessions for the month of Sep, so that hopefully, we can get enough lessons and practices to be good enough to perform for our D&D in Oct. When I had released our tentative dance practice schedule early this month, to all the HODs (heads of dept) to release their staff to come for the practices, the chairperson of the D&D committee had assured me that there would be no problem in getting the staff to come. However so far, I have already went through 3 sessions, and I've never gotten a full attendance anywhere! No matter how hard I tried to accomodate everyone, there will be someone who has some last minute work to do, or some training to go for. I get very very worried everytime I see this, cos the D&D is actually not that far away, and given our dancing standards, I cannot say we'll be able to get very much better soon!!

For yesterday's practice, only 5 out of 9 turned up. Then I thought, maybe I could arrange another session later this week, for those who was absent yesterday. And what do you know....most of them couldn't make it, and one did not even bother to reply me at all!! I am so irritated by all these already!!! Extremely sickening!!! I know I probably should not blame any of them, since most of them are held up by work stuffs. But as the dance IC, I have the responsibility to make sure we put up a credible performance during the dinner. With this going on, I really cannot see if I can manage that!!! I get really disheartened by it.....at some point of time, i really feel like giving up......sigh......but I cannot. This would be against my principle of seeing things through, no matter how tough the going gets. But this situation really takes the cake boy!