Frightful dream..

Had a very scary nightmare yesterday night....and when I termed it scary, I do not actually mean that its scary in the normal sense, but that it managed to leave such a deep impression in me. Even when I woke up, I could still remember all the details of the dream, and it somehow caused me to start my day on a sombre note today.

In this dream, my father, dunno for what reason, or what the hell he was thinking about, managed to procure 10 small alien baby creatures and brought them all home, much to me mum's approval (huh?), and to my chagrin, of course. These creatures had the typical look of the UFOs we see on TV, with their elongated oblong heads, glassy eyes and transparent bodies...and somehow, it seemed that in my dream, people do these things (i.e. rear alien babies) rather frequently and its quite the norm. Anyway, it was night time, and we were all putting these harmless creatures to sleep. As it was a rather chilly night( not unlike yesterday's weather), I put extra blankets on a particular alien creature which I took a liking to (for no reason which I could fathom). When morning came, and we went to wake them up, I found my alien (the one I liked) dead, most probably becos it got smothered from the extra blankets I put on it. I cannot imagine why, but this really heartwrenching feeling came onto me at that point of time, and till now, I can still remember exactly how that feeling was in the dream. It was such a really terrible feeling, like someone close to me had died.... and it was like my heart was being stabbed on, and it was so painful, I couldn't even react enough to weep. When I woke up eventually, I had to keep reminding myself that it was just a bad dream...that nothing like that happened at all....that nobody had died....I don't know why, but all these gave me a confirmation that, I'm someone who would not be able to get over the deaths of my loved ones so easily.....

I'm not sure if the dream means anything...i seriously hope not.....but I also feel quite silly for being so affected by something which is not real....and its aliens...for goodness sake!! I think either I'm getting too stressed, or that I've been reading the wrong stuffs these few days...