Leaving soon

Finally, its the last night before my trip to Brunei. Feeling quite excited, but at the same time, slightly panicky and afraid. During today's choir session, I still managed to play some wrong notes, despite all the practices at home. However, I've long abandoned the hope that I would ever get all notes correct during the perf....it's simply IMPOSSIBLE!! I'll just try my best and hope the good audience will not detect the errors. Gosh...now I feel more and more panicky....hmmm...better not think so much and have a good sleep. Still have some stuffs to pack though, and I really wonder if I can ever fall asleep.....